main event today is to send mom to hospital

she seems calm. after that i left for school.

after class i called sis how s mom. she say she is ok.

op tomorro 10 am. maybe need icu after that.

icu stunned mi abit. last time some one went for some

heart op. i got this stunned feeling too.

its funny. as a medical people, i should know that things

are goin to b fine and the risk is low. i should not be

stunned.

guess there are some factor which the subconscious notice

which cause this stun effect.

thats how awesome our body is.

i am worried. but i have to hang on to give support to the family...