May had beed a very bad one. My brain is dead really dead. Cannot
think well. Make alot of blunder. Bad judgement and now i Am paying
the price of not able to sleep in peace.

First night in my new work place. on the wAy saw some army guy. Just
remind me of the feelin of booking in. My feelin now is totally the
same as bookjn in. The sense of relucten.

At this point of time i'm down and lost.

Well lets pass this week and see if things change for the better.

So high light of this week is some bare foot walk this fri. Since its
in some park maybe i am for some jog and sweat those yucky feeling off.

My first al will b in aug. Still thinkin if i shoukd have a getaway or
just save the money