Well.. Its a tues. Sort of a mid week for some but its just a beginning for me. Had off during the last 2 days. Mostly I just sleep my days away... Went jb with leo. Trip is always nice. Mostly got my hoe garden mug... Heee...

I used to think that I am happy with South east asia. But as time past, u find that u have the ability to, u start to hope to see the world more. Is it part of human nature other than just eat and sleep?

I would say things are still rather wobbly. There are things fall out in place while others well... not so nice. As much as we can prevent, things still happen. Having the courage to face the music is not always easy. Well... I still believe in karma. So do what u wan other to do to u.

2009 real bad year for me. A lot of struggle. Fall really badly and almost died. That's how venerable life it. A snap of a finger and ur gone. But all thiings come with a price. Either on u, or people around u. "Ur gain is my lost" depend how u see the world. The half full or half empty theory.

People come and go, things happen and end. Nothing last. What remain the same is u. U pass thru all this event, all this people which u have not much control on. U can fight for it, u can bet on it. Its still a glimpse of chance, not control. So control the constant, which is u urself. Ur action and emotion.

No one will last with u forever, so just have to take care of urself lo.

So much for 2009 la.

Happy new ur